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Thursday, February 15, 2007
im still thinking if i should post some entries from elsewhere. erm. haha.
and i discovered why i was feeling so horrible for the past few days. i swear its pms. cos now i feel perfectly fine.
and my hair doesn look that bad too.
ok this is where i start work. Posted at 09:22 am by fadzsupergirl
Monday, February 05, 2007
can u believe it? 2 months later and im back. i dunno why i am but i am. i may just choose to include some previous unposted entries here, in addition to this return.
til then.
Feb 2, 2007
today must have been one of the maddest day in my life.
i let myself get carried away with girlish craziness and excitement, u just wouldn't believe it.
but i think im only 18 once and thus!
me,sher and pk actually camped at the airport to catch a glimpse of the lions (and a specific player in my case :p). we got our info slightly wrong but at least my sleuthing skills was not bad. i got the sq part right, which means i got the terminal and check in counter right! haha. but it was stupid how we got the time wrong.
but omg im so happy!
okdah.byebye.
Feb 1, 2007
work has been boring cos there's nothing to do. give me brainless admin stuff even, im contented. but NOTHING? thats bad. nothing was so nothing that me and the asst manager left for 'tea break'. went to raffles city, wanted to get donuts but the queue was madness. so got beard papa eclairs instead. saw the bf's friends, 2 of them and went up to say hie and small talk. at least it felt comfortable. but they are nice. just found out a few moments ago that if i had bumped into them say a while later i'd have bumped into somebody who i totally cant stand. and fyi, its not my fault. thinking of it makes me sick.
but the above is nothing but digression.
caught the finals of asean cup and oh boy, the intensity level, the DRAMA. perhaps one of the most entertaining match so far. note the word used is entertaining. i cant say the play was brilliant but it sure kept the fans amused and excited. cant wait to see wad happens for the returning leg. lions are currently leading by a goal which is an advantage as it is. but anything can happen. the lead has to be maintained. as i was telling sher, i dun think the opponents deserve to win due to their poor sportsmanship. but if they do, it doesn matter cos i think the lions still deserve due credit and respect.
and anyway. referee's decision is always final. and this cuts both ways. so deal with it boys.
Jan 28, 2007
ok i realised i havent been updating religiously. not that i have a fan-base to please or anything. but yeah. well believe it or not, the lack of updates are due to me being -ahem- busy with work. i've officially clocked 42 hours of work, thats the minimum requirement for a week. still pretty much a freshie in the office but getting the hang of things. things are going pretty okay, not too slow but not that hectic either. sufficient work to keep me occupied without questioning the mundaneness of an office job. to be honest, i think my job is pretty interesting and exciting enough. its like being part of a huge planning committee for a huge event. but of course, it still is admin. hurhur. but apparently intensity level would rise eventually. hmm.
it'd be about 2-3 weeks to payday and that sucks. whats worse is that i think i'd be paid only one and a half week's worth. nyeh nyeh. expenditure is tight; i'm glad i receive my first tuition pay so i can pay off the hp bills. logic says pay part of it so i have some cash remaining to keep me afloat but i really dun like not clearing the phone bills.
enough about the boring stuff.
yesterday's singapore vs malaysia was good stuff!!! argh extremely exciting match. a fight til the VERY end i swear. good play by both sides really, and i think singapore is lucky that they're playing on home ground for their returning leg. full house at the stadium babeh!! felt like national day minus the fireworks and displays. enthusiasm level matches up to it or even superceded it. lewis made such a blunder when he conceded the shot by malaysia. it was so silly. a mistake he shouldn have made. but thankfully he made up for it during the penalty shot. so once again. L LEWIS SAVES THE DAAAYYY. he's been my favourite ever since i caught the lions in action on 04/05 and without a doubt he should be!
sidetrack slightly: suddenly realise that alam shah is pretty hot. erm. ahahahha. ok nvm.
right there is so much to say about the football game. but i'll end of here. til then!
p.s. feels like returning to the old blog. hmm.
Jan 19, 2007
random update we've got here.
hmm.. wad has been going on? ah yes there was the soccer game on wed with the bf, the sister and her bf, her girlfriend and her boyfriend, her boyfriend's guy friend and his girlfriend, my 2 girlfriends and their boyfriends. that makes it... hexa-date. erm. haha. game was exciting. it ended with a draw which is perhaps good enough but bleargh. i wanted to witness a win. dumbdumb.
but it was time well spent. haha. SOO fun. soccer games are SOOO fun. cant wait for the next game during the semis. hope the bf is not working though. :S
gotta go down to mica building to sign the letter of appt today. i guess then i would get the necessary details and wadnot. really hope the pay is well. im content with 6/per hour but a bit more wont hurt. right? we'll see and find out. financial situation is damn sad now. all i need right now is my hp bill to put me down to acute depression bleargh bleargh. i'll get my pay from the tampines tutee nxt week i think but even that is 75 only cos of first month commission. bleargh. just started with the cousin so wont be expecting my pay anytime soon. i guess the 75 covers my hp bill. URGH.
this evening is supposed to be TGIF with the tj ppl. am looking forward to it except that i've got no cash and i've not asked the all-high-and-mighty-and-great father. so thats that.
ok i need to shower.
OH RIGHT. a wantlist!!!
1. beach slippers
2. havainnas kitten heels ( this was on my list a yr ago too)
3.hairdo
4. new skirt
5. sneakers
6. tote bag (s)
7. slippers
8. heels
9. black tights
10. a pretty clutchbag
heheheh. til then.
Jan 15, 2007
hoho. can u just believe the scoreline! ok gear yourself up. this would be one of my rare attempts on sports commentary.
to be fair, i'm a noob when it comes to soccer and i dun even follow any leagues and im not well informed of the names or teams of professional players. i don't really know the rules in specific nor do i have such a brilliant understanding of the game such that my commentary would be spot on and all that.
but what can i say? the match was so entertaining its crazy! although note that it wasn't truly exciting, but entertaining and sometimes amusing itself. and well i suppose it does appeal to the patriotic side of me ( and that was the side which encouraged me to stay awake til 2 am). i wish i had been at the stadium. it would have been a spectical!
some of the goals were really beautiful i thought ( u can think otherwise, my honest opinion is not a professional opinion), and my god the ending bicycle kick (?? is that wad its called?) was perfect. i suppose the boys deserve whatever credit they received and really a wide scoreline is very useful. in many ways, and also because they won, the lions did play well. screw all the bullshit, sports is about winning.
but thinking about the opponents they played against perhaps downplayed their 'incredibility'. it was emphasized over and over again how it was really a young laotian team. bleargh. truth be told, i kept putting myself in their shoes. laos, i mean. because i think we've been there too many a times. think u21 games. and u know how the commentary kept mentioning that the team looks really shacked and all. its really a mental thing. once ur down by so many goals no matter how u try to psyche yourself up it just wont work well enough. so can i say i sympathise with the boys? because i really do. but of course. we weren't playing for some international tournament so having such scorelines (or even worse) is nearly excusable. but i dun think it'd be the same for laos's team.
as a wrap up, i'd say that hey, hats off to the lions, they scored beyond fair. but just hope that they wont be complacent with it come the next game. not every team is laos.
by the by, i think i just thought myself wad is offside. HAHA.
til then, time for bed!
and oh oh oh. work starts next week! perhaps 3 weeks overdue. but better den naught.
Posted at 01:35 pm by fadzsupergirl
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
okay here's where i officially end this.
served me long and well and.. yeah.
enough of blogging. at least, at this url.
til then. loves. Posted at 02:43 am by fadzsupergirl
i think im pretty much jaded.
i have been sick. its not fun being sick. i dun even enjoy being sick. why dont ppl realise this?
but thankfully im feeling much better now.
but then again. howells.
sometimes i think that i think too much. i always did and i think i always will. is that a flaw?
and amazingly, this emotional part of me slowly catches up on me all the time.
well. stop it already. just stop it.
but i think many a times its just good to shut up.
new mantra maybe?
yeah stop saying so much and expressing so much and just go with the flow, whatever that is. i mean sometimes ppl ask if anything is the matter. im sure all have been in that situation. to let it out and relieve yourself or just shut up and i dunno, keep things positive. more often than not, i choose to shut up first and then decide there's no point pretending nothing is wrong. den decide to open up. and more often than not thats de wrong choice. always makes things worse rather than better. and hey, i never learn.
i just never learn.
oh its so silly, all these. its silly that i think im gonna cry myself to sleep over nothing in particular. Posted at 12:05 am by fadzsupergirl
Sunday, December 03, 2006
i've been having too many i-hate-prom convos.
i guess dressing up and all that is exciting. but the cash is not!!
sigh.
nvm. Posted at 11:36 pm by fadzsupergirl
at times its just so difficult to meet up with ppl u really want to meet.
makes me wonder if its worth the bother.
i suppose it is supposed to be.
but yet again.
howells. life. wadya expect?
well have fun then world. have fun. Posted at 04:14 pm by fadzsupergirl
Saturday, December 02, 2006
finally got my outfit for grad night. it would definitely work cos its black and black always works. but its also boring cos its black. u know, typical/ cliched. yeay for raf for following me. (though she kept disappearing) hurhur!
cost me nearly de amt i make at de end of 1 mth tutoring one kid. urgh. why do we spend on nonsense. for a single night affair. think including ticket and possibly shoes and accesories i may even have exceeded 250bucks. one word. frivolous. and i dun even have a job. in many ways de excessive expenditure for grad night is silly. it just better be worth it.
by de way i have a disgusting pimple on my upper chest. yuck.
feels like playing with make up later on. bought a new cheek/eye transpowder thing. hope its good.
im scared once i start earning i'll end up as a shopaholic. eek!
of cos. first, i have to start earning.
and tutoring.
anw. it still baffles me how ppl can confuse me for my sister and vice versa. am i blind? cos i really cant see how we appear to be identical! some ppl even thought we were twins before. ehehe. weiiirrrdd.. and some ppl thinks she is de younger one. hmph. Posted at 09:18 pm by fadzsupergirl
Friday, December 01, 2006
just when u think that finally, things take a turn for the better.
and then u realised ur wrong.
save me. Posted at 11:25 pm by fadzsupergirl
emi!! : hehe yes i do agree. but are u all working or smth i heard?? welllll there was supposed to be a plt gathering this sat but apparently its not happening? dun worry i'll call u soon!! look out for my call!!
and thats that.
officially work up to what i was anxiously waiting for. morning had been rough. hadn felt like this in a long time. and i brought me back to yesteryears when it frequently felt like this. the face shows signs of what happened. its been a long time since i saw this face too.
but please dun tell me this is the beginning of everything bad. cos i dunno if i can take it or if i want to take it. its this stupid lost feeling which i absolutely detest but can easily made right. oh the irony.
the toughest steel goes through the hottest fire. personal mantra.
i just hope it remains a mantra and motivation rather than self-delusion.
the worry, anxiety, sense of uneasiness was so bad. again, always trust ur gut feelings. cos more often than not they are true.
nobody particularly likes being blocked out for whatever reason. but sometimes u do it anyway. and then u regret so? well, i hope.
sometimes ppl do things which inflict hurt and pain on others. most of the times (i'm assuming normal, no sadistic characters here) its unintentional. in some rare instances it is on purpose. maybe the next time we feel hurt, its better to silently acknowledge that it shoud be unintentional. that way u still maintain some form of emotional stability and not do or say things u'll later regret.
oh dear. uncohesive ramblings.
we'll see.
take care, be good.
loves. Posted at 10:59 am by fadzsupergirl
i have a good mind to think that something is wrong.
Posted at 12:29 am by fadzsupergirl
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