emi!! : hehe yes i do agree. but are u all working or smth i heard?? welllll there was supposed to be a plt gathering this sat but apparently its not happening? dun worry i'll call u soon!! look out for my call!!

and thats that.

officially work up to what i was anxiously waiting for. morning had been rough. hadn felt like this in a long time. and i brought me back to yesteryears when it frequently felt like this. the face shows signs of what happened. its been a long time since i saw this face too.

but please dun tell me this is the beginning of everything bad. cos i dunno if i can take it or if i want to take it. its this stupid lost feeling which i absolutely detest but can easily made right. oh the irony.

the toughest steel goes through the hottest fire. personal mantra.
i just hope it remains a mantra and motivation rather than self-delusion.

the worry, anxiety, sense of uneasiness was so bad. again, always trust ur gut feelings. cos more often than not they are true.

nobody particularly likes being blocked out for whatever reason. but sometimes u do it anyway. and then u regret so? well, i hope.

sometimes ppl do things which inflict hurt and pain on others. most of the times (i'm assuming normal, no sadistic characters here) its unintentional. in some rare instances it is on purpose. maybe the next time we feel hurt, its better to silently acknowledge that it shoud be unintentional. that way u still maintain some form of emotional stability and not do or say things u'll later regret.

oh dear. uncohesive ramblings.

we'll see.

take care, be good.
loves.